120626 Yuchun Twitter Update
I’ll think about you if I drink….
I can’t even do anything for you, if I say openly to everyone like this, will you be able to hear me
Just by thinking how I just let you go and stay there by yourself, I’m so sorry (T/N: Poor boy is missing his father)
Stop the tears
It’s a feeling one will experience for those who are living..It’s painful like this….
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*teary eyes*
…baby is still very much depressed.
You must be hurting bad, huh? Do you feel better drinking?? *sigh* I’m gonna spoil my baby again.
Me gonna get a chair, sit beside my baby and drink with him if that’s what it takes to ease his pains a lil’…
Nope, I won’t nag him to stop drinking at times like this. To me, drinking is just his way of getting these pains that he’s been suppressing within himself (for the past few months, since his dad’s funeral) out of his system.
It seems to me, he’s not living his life as YC but instead had been living his life as LG/TY these past few months. That’s why to me, it’s completely understandable why he still feels the pain like as if it all had happened just like a week ago. Because he had pressed the “pause” button on YC’s emotions, his feelings…the day he walked back to resume the filming of RTP, after the funeral. And now that it’s all over, he has just simply pressed the “resume” button and it all came back, from where he’s left off in March.
Ppl can tell him to stop and come back happy. And trust me, if he wants to, he can always press the “pause” button again and further suppresses his feelings within himself and pretend that nothin’ has happened for………depending on how long fans and non-fans want him to do so.
To me, that should not be the way and it’s kinda unfair to him. We should just let him live as YC, a son to his father for now, at least. Let him pour his feelings out so that he’ll not feel as guilty to his father, as I sense that’s how he’s feeling now. To for once, lives not an artist YC but merely YC the son of Papa Park. He must be thinking to himself now what a bad son he is for not being able to mourn and grieve in due course.
My dearest Micky, please let it all out and you are gonna be just fine afterwards.
Bubbly…. because he cannot say Goodbye to his father
he was not able to say “SORRY” or “THANK YOU” like what I did to my mom before letting her go….that is the reason he was in pain and asking even for the last they could talked
@paz
That could be it and it sure sucks. If only he’s able to bid a final farewell and say a final thank you to his dad *sigh * ..IF ONLY. His dongsaeng YH is much luckier than him in that sense.
But you know what, Princey. Whatever’s done, can’t be undone, yes? I guess what you can do now is probably to use the talent that you are born with, somethin’ given to you by him (in a way)……use that talent to compile all your emotions and feelings for him into one great song and dedicate it to your dad, how about that? That would be the best farewell gift you can give to him. And this gift will stay in this world forever and ever, that’s the best part.
And it must be the greatest song, otherwise, your dad will not be happy, haha…
…ok,I’m kidding!! I’m just trying to cheer my Prince up, fail, huh?
Bubbly dear, that is the best idea…. express all your feeling in composing a song rather than drinking….please can you stop it could not help…
Make a song for your Dad…. even he was not here at all, but I am sure he will be glad and be proud of you and on that way you can say what you want to say to him…
KEEP FIGHTING that is always you say, now its time you do it
GOD BLESS YOU ALWAYS
Micky dearest,
Although very sad, but I really wanna thank you for your willingness to share your pains with your fans and ppl who loved you.
I believe your dad will receive your message somewhere, somehow.
And he will feel so proud to have a son like you.
Just so you know, we are here, we are listening, we understand and we love you. Stay strong, baby! *hugsss*
My heart goes out to my baby~
loveunchange…. I have a teary eyes again….. reading all this
I cried a bit too. I couldn’t help myself. I could feel his pain. Literally. Or at least some of his pain. I was in pain for his pain.
i wish this tweets are just lyrics in his new song…i cant control my tears…its really heartbreaking to see our prince so sad…i wish i can give u hug and wipe away those tears or pat your shoulder or just sit beside u listen to u …cheer up my baby ..,your dad wont be in peace and happy seeing you like this …up from where he is now i know he wants to see your bright smile again…your dad must really proud having a son like you..